A Battle of Pleasure

Preface: I'm a trans woman. Pre transition I was never vocal or had any involuntary movements during sex. Apparently that's is no longer the case.

This happened to me Saturday 27/09 at a play party.

After the socializing period everyone dressed down but no one was making a move. The guy I was chatting with and I decided to be the ice breaker. We headed toward a room with the most space for onlookers (i love being watched). Once there i knew oral was the starting point. I hadn't been to this party yet so I wanted to make the right first impression. I suggested that the guy I was with lightly use his fingertips on my breasts.

I laid back on the bed with my head hanging over the edge and he walked to me. His cock was uncut so I started licking the tip and easing his foreskin back. I held it back with my right hand as he began feathering his fingertips around my nipples. The tingling pleasure caught me by surprise and forced the air out of me, it would have been a moan but it was muffled by his cock. I went back to running my tongue around his head and felt my legs shifting from side to side with my thighs pressed together. I started tickling the under part of his head and he feathered his fingertips to the sides of my breasts. I exhaled with a 'fuck' that was muffled by his cock, i tried to grab whatever was near with my left hand but nothing was around and my back arched up to him a bit, giving him more area to use.

I forgot what I'd done so far so I started over tickling the tip, I moved to circling my tongue around the tip, then--'oh fuck fuck fuck' why are my hips arched off the bed? What was I doing? Right, a blowjob.

I notice the a few people watching, how many are there--'oh my god' he's lightly brushing his fingertips between my breasts. I press my thighs together and sway from side to side still nothing to grab with my left-hand but that doesn't keep me from trying, i move my right hand to the edge of the bed to have something to actually grab. All the while trying to remember where I was in my blowjob so I started over.

Without my hand to hold his foreskin back I have to do it with my lips. I suck the tip of his head into my mouth while holding my lips firmly to hold his foreskin back. Now i can work--'oh shit oh shit oh shit' he's running his fingertips under my nipples. I feel my lower body trying to arch my back but my legs are trembling and my timing is off so one doesn't hold my weight and slips out from under me, I try to correct it but the other leg slipped before I could start. Better to just shift side to side with them and-'holy shit' I arch my back into him but he moves his fingers up slightly and I move to them. Now he's feathering them above my nipples, there's no cock in my mouth so the onlookers can hear me moan. I moaned? On lookers? There are more people watching now. How many are there? How many were there? What was I doing? Right a blowjob.

I start to suck him into my mouth and he says his back is getting tired. But I haven't started on the blowjob yet. He moves away and leaves me panting, trembling, and giggling. Once I calm down and look up there are a half dozen people watching with a smile.