dianet

dianet

M57 F44

Please look after me, Please.

June 03 2025

Please look after me

I don't want to do this anymore.

Forever strong and never wrong

I don't want to be right anymore.

 

Why can't you do this?

Why can't you take control?

Why do I always end up leading?

Why can't you excel forever more?

 

I want to let go

And if I do, will it all go?

Who is there to take over?

Who is there to hold it all?

 

No one can make you happy, they say

It's always up to you.

But I don't want to do this.

I don't want to do this anymore.

 

I'm sick of doing everything

Providing and protecting.

Can you please provide for me now?

Can you keep me safe and warm?

 

Straight from a fairy tale

They are tall and strong.

They always make the right decisions

They never fail at all.

 

I have always made the right decisions

I have never failed at all

But I don't want to do this

I don't want to do this anymore.

 

Yearning for that Master

For that one who knows it all.

That one who will look after me

And make all the right calls.

 

You give me a sperm

I turn it into a baby.

Give me bricks and mortar

I turn it into a home.

 

Now let me give you me

And what will you do?

Will you look after me completely?

Will you make me stand even tall?

 

I can do it all.

I have done it all.

But I don't want to do this.

I don't want to do this anymore.

 

Where is this Master?

Who has mastered it all.

The one who is better than me

That has me completely in awe.

 

My bar is high

Too high for all.

No one can reach it

My strength is my flaw.

 

I'm here still

In control of it all.

But I don't want to do this

I don't want to do this anymore.